"dear dream boy"

i have not met you yet
i don’t know if i ever will
do you dream when there is time to kill?
do you imagine things that may never be?
do you hope for things you cannot see?
have you loved another like you will love me?
there is so much that i must know
if i do find you i will not let you go
is your heart strong and true?
has it been broken or beaten blue?
will you take me to the heavens
and part the clouds so we can watch the world turn?
will you teach me things i want to learn?
will you hold me when i cannot sleep?
and love me till it hurts too deep?
will you promise to never ever lie?
and if all of the stars fell from the sky
would you keep them for yourself?
or put them back where they belong?
do your eyes tell the story of your soul?
or do you keep it hidden behind a wall?
does passion flow through your veins?
do you smile even when you are in pain?
i want you to take me away
show me new things every day
show me what it is to feel
but i am afraid you will never be real.

summer's end

days go by so fast i cannot see each wild night fades into a dim lit memory wishing for things i can't touch wondering why i hoped so much each day seems like the last i can't tell the present from the past cant tell the laughter from the tears these short months are turning into long years i've loved and hated so much my heart has disappeared i smile but im hiding im breathing yet im dying i promise but im lying the liquor gets a hold of me it chains me but it sets me free looking forward to every day hoping i'll be led astray dreaming till the stars shine brighter till the sky falls or the moon gets lighter days go by so fast i cannot see i love it i need it bring me another memory

dreamer

I dream these great big dreams, they never could deceive me. These dreams, they will come true! O yes, you must believe me. I'm hoping for a miracle, it's fate, and it will be. Good things lie ahead my friend, soon you, too, shall see. Someone somewhere must have important plans for me. So I will face the world tomorrow with a sparkle in my eye. For I am filled with all these dreams, dreams that cannot die. These feelings that I have inside will get me through the day. These dreams that fill up in my head can take me far away. I want to shout this out for all the world to hear! Then maybe they, too, can live without a fear. But I'll keep them to myself today and I will hold them tight. I know now that this way is the only one that's right. I cant even tell you, dear friend, as foolish as it seems. For just one look of doubt from you could shatter all my dreams.