oh how i long for the days that never made any sense
they all blur together with such unnoticed magnificence
the days where nothing mattered
where time stood still
and reality shattered
do things as good as that really last?
im looking into the future by my heart longs for the past
how does it happen how does it show
i smile today but tomorrow i never know
i'm so happy here
but i feel like there's always more
i'm never satisfed because of what i think the future could have in store

time

it's summertime again but the winter will come much too soon. I wonder where all the days went as the minutes seem to go slowly by. We don't exactly cherish the time spent together as much as much as we might try. I hold my memories tight and I'll keep them close to me for as long as they'll last. The months go by and things I looked forward to now lie in the past. The sun sets again as we all take advantage of the time we have together. Some friends I once swore to surround myself with forever seem to be slipping further away. More than ever I find myself looking back and wishing for those golden days. The nights of liquor and love and lust and sin are all a little hazy. The times we all let go and drank ourselves crazy. Rememberance brings back those feelings we all tried so hard to push aside. It puts that smile on my face that's impossible to hide. What is it about these nights that bring us all so close? I love what ever it may be it makes me want to stay young forever. It's time that binds us all so close together, so here's a toast, let's all surrender. To those lovely nights filled with things we can't remember.

funny how all that matters can turn into nothing
before you blink an eye
how can you tell what's important in life
if what used to make you smile
makes you want to cry
it all made sense at one point in time
you didn't even notice the days going by
then all of a sudden it takes you by surprise
all that lives is born to die
just one look into those eyes
and i knew
it was much too good to be true
all those fairty tales got the best of me
i guess i have only myself to blame
you can give what you wish to test me
but i'm still here i'm still the same
you can pretend all you want
i can see straight through
all those times i thought i knew
i didn't see it at all
you thought it would be interesting
to see me fall
but truth is im still up high
wondering why i'm wondering why
but
i realize that nothing really matters
why waste time when it all just shatters
it's a hope that lies so far away
i'd always wished for a better day
but those feelings have run dry
why waste time to try and try
when i can just walk the other way
i'm sorry to say that i've been led astray
simply because you didn't try to make me stay