buncha bullshit

when i saw you it was your eyes that pulled me in
filled with emotion i wanted to know
i had to turn around for a second look
now i sit here all alone trying to let you go
i know you're leaving but i would wait for you again
i lied when i said my heart still aches
it simply stopped beating
i look back on all these mistakes
and wonder why they keep repeating
all those words i couldn't speak
i don't think i ever told you this
but when i hear your voice my knees get weak
i wish i could tell you how i feel
that for the first time in a while
i thought something could be real
that each night i go to bed
i wish you could be laying there
so you could kiss me as i fall asleep
and run your fingers through my hair
that i think about you all the time
and you don't even know it
that deep down i wanted you to be mine
but had too much pride to show it
that sometimes i stay awake at night
hoping that you'll call
and it was the little things you did
that made me start to fall
that i wanted to know you better
i wanted to see you more
and i wish you felt the same
so i could say i had something worth waiting for